I hate this day...

This day is just... I'm at a loss. Definitely one of the worst days ever! It's all so surreal, a dream. I just want it to be over, like now please.

I can't even enjoy the awesome new knives that we got in the mail today. I'm surrounded by a smothering black cloud of depression, anger, hurt, blight. I don't know where I'll go from here, I don't know how tomorrow will turn out. 

A phone call, that's all I'm waiting on...