Showing posts with label sadie. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sadie. Show all posts

2 Years & 10 Months Later...

     Wow, I don't even know if I remember how to post a blog, if I'm being honest. It's been nearly 3 years since I've posted ANY type of blog! You all know what my last one was about, so you can understand why I haven't been around. It's been a crazy 3 years and a lot has changed, but a lot hasn't. I'm going to touch on some VERY tender subjects, which is why this post will probably take me days to finish. I honestly don't even know if I want to start blogging again, it's just something that popped in my head at the time.

     I guess I should explain everything that happened with my little brother first. There's so much to it, so I'll try and make it as short as possible so that you're not reading for 20 minutes on one subject. Back in January of 2017 my brothers blood sugar got so high that it sent him into diabetic ketoacidosis. He was in a coma for over 2 weeks and in ICU for nearly a month, then got sent to a type of recovery facility for almost 4 months before he was able to go home. He's made leaps and bounds since then, but he's still confined to a hospital bed. Brain injuries can sometimes take years to recover from, if at all, but considering they said opening his eyes was as good as it was going to get, I'd say he's beat the odds.

     The next and hardest subject would be the loss of two of my pets, Milla and Zoe. We lost Milla to a splenic tumor in on June 22nd of last year. The vet called us in the middle of the surgery to remove the tumor to tell us that it was attached to her liver that was most likely already cancerous as well. Since Milla was well over 12, our vet didn't think it was worth it to put her through it, so we had her put to sleep. Then in on November 12th we lost Zoe to FIV and kidney complications. She had severe bronchitis and worsening kidney failure that ultimately took her life. She was 16 1/2, so losing her nearly killed me, considering I had her over half of my life. I don't have skin children, but losing those two was as close as I can get to losing my own babies, which I did.

     The rest of what's happened in the nearly 3 years is pale in comparison. I mean, we have lost some of our sugar gliders as well. I'm fairly certain I mentioned Sadie and Pip, but we've also lost Kira and Fiona as well. We've also re-homed Chloe, Boone and Evie & Oliver and Ellie. We just got overwhelmed with the number of cages we had and decided it was best for not only us, but them as well. Chloe's cage went to live with Doug and Kyan and Oliver and his family went to live with Dee, his breeder. We're down to 5 cages right now, but we're hoping to introduce some of them soon and be down to at least 3 cages. We got Norman neutered a little over a month ago, so we're officially not breeders anymore. We have their last two joeys still, but hopefully we'll be able to find them good homes soon.

     Work wise, the store that I work at switched hands back in March of 2018. It was a change for the better, considering I never have to close alone anymore - even in the winter! It was a scary change at first, but I'm so happy that it happened now. It went from Des Arc General Store to Des Arc Corner Store. My photography has picked up a little. I've done 3 paid gigs this year and a couple other free ones, of course. 90% of my photoshoots are free. Hopefully I can start advertising soon and get more paid shoots, but I'm fine doing whatever for now. I'll make an independent post about some of those shoots later on.

     I don't remember what I blogged about last, so forgive me if I go over things I've already touched on. I believe, at the time, we just had Cersei and Clementine outside. Clem was the little yellow kitten that someone dropped off. Well a little over a year ago, Cersei just disappeared without a trace. We looked for her for the longest time, but she was just gone. Then two years ago or so, there was a stray cat living at the end of our gravel road. She got pregnant I think 3 different times during the year that we fed her and all her kittens. Well a lady from the church at the end of our road ended up taking her home with her because she was giving birth outside the church one night. Well as soon as the kittens were weaned, she dumped the mama cat back off at the end of our road. We were livid! LaVaughn snatched her up one night after church and brought her to live with us. That was over a year ago now and mama cat (now Piper) if very chub, spayed and happy as a clam!

     I'm trying to think of any major changed that's occurred over the last almost 3 years. We haven't done any major travel, changed too much around the house or with the car. The only thing that I think has changed about me is that I wear glasses now. In December of 2017, right before my 30th birthday, I had to have my 2nd molar removed AND have to wear glasses now. What a way to enter my 30s, lol. As far as friends go, we've fallen out of touch with pretty much all of our glider friends. We used to be super close with Doug and Kyan -- I was especially close with Doug. They started trying to adopt almost 2 years ago (I even signed for them), but it's been a constant battle with them and two different boys they tried to adopt. I won't go into specifics, but we basically don't speak to one another anymore, but I'm fine with it now.

     It feels so strange blogging right now, but also feels like I've never stopped. Funny how things can be that way. I feel like since I've stopped blogging that influencers have become a HUGE thing. You can't read a blog or look at Instagram without someone trying to sell something. It honestly makes me kinda sick, so don't ever expect that from me. This is basically my online journal, it always has been. Sure I have Google adsense on the sides, but hell, there's nothing wrong with making .12 every other day, lol.

     And with that, I believe I will close. I can't really think of anything else to write at the moment and feel like I've said enough for one day. Until next time...

-Megan



Sadie, my love...

I just lost a big piece of my heart 40 minutes ago. My sweet, sweet angel crossed the rainbow bridge in my hands. I'm in shock, it doesn't seem real, I don't want it to be real.

She was my first glider that I adopted in 2009. She was such a rotten little thing that insisted on biting me every chance she got for well over a month. After she settled down and realized that I wasn't trying to murder her while trying to give her kisses and treats, we had a bond like no other.

I don't have favorites among my gliders, but if I did Sadie would be at the top of the list. My heart hurts so much right now, I can barely think.

I'm just in complete and utter shock over this. I can't stop crying and I just feel sick all over. I miss her so much already and she hasn't even been gone an hour. I'm having a very, very hard time with this, so I'm going to go. I'll try to explain things later this week.

I love you so, so much my sweet angel. I'll never forget you and will always keep you in my heart...

April 12th 2009 - July 12th 2016


I love you Sadie, my sweet and special angel.

Joeys and thangs...

It's been an extremely hot and humid evening today, but I braved it so that I could capture a few pictures of the joeys. I didn't include Petunia and Pansy in the lineup, mainly because these photos were taken outside (the girls are too old).

Speaking of, we're going to Columbia, Missouri tomorrow to meet up with their new mom. Never been to Columbia before, not that I can remember, anyways. We also have to go through Rolla, which I hear is a crappy area, plus we have to drive through Jeff city! It's going to be a long and interesting day, that's for sure.

I snapped a couple pictures of some flowers, but that's the extent. I've not been into taking pictures lately, so this was kind of forced in a way. Nothing has been the same since the end of April, it just hasn't.

Anyways, I do not want to go down that road. That's basically all I have to say, I'm not sure when I'll blog next. We're off to Columbia tomorrow, I have to take Sadie to the vet Thursday as well as help LaVaughn cook for the reunion that evening, then we leave for Eminence Friday evening, we have the reunion Saturday, then I have to work all day Sunday. It's going to be a very busy week.

-Megan

Pretty flowers:



Gendry:





Nanook:





Nymeria:





Pretty vines:



For the love of cat grass...

I'm trying to keep my mind far from the fact that we just lost Pip a few days ago. The glider room isn't the same, nothing is when it comes to the gliders. It's nearly impossible not to think of him because I have Sadie next to me all the time. She's still a long way away from being better, so I keep her in a bonding pouch loaded with blankets all the time. I have to give her meds every 12 hours plus I'm handing feeding her (she's holding food now) and offer her something to drink every hour it seems.

I still can't believe he's gone, I don't want it to be real...

I thought, since my last blog was so depressing, that I would share some cute pictures of Zoe eating some cat grass. We picked this up over a week ago and have been watering it and keep it in the sunlight, just like the instructions said. Well it's completely flourished and is so rich and lovely. Zoe highly approves, as you'll be able to see from the following pictures.

-Megan

Cat grass fever:







Happy Birthday to... you!

LaVaughn's (#@) birthday was today. And like every other year, we spent the majority of our time at home. We did venture out a little while ago so that she could spend her birthday money. She didn't get anything from me except a card. That's my own fault, though, I gave all of her gifts to her last week and earlier this week. Remember the panini press and eye shadow? Well I also got her a pair of shoes that she accidentally opened. At least she was surprised!

My aunt made her cake and decorated it. I cooked her what I hope is one of her favorite meals, fry bread taco style. It was pretty awesome, if I do say so myself.

Like I said, we went to town a little while ago where she picked up some things for herself -- I picked up a few things for myself as well. ;) We also did a small amount of Christmas Shopping while we were there (we picked up 2 things) and also grabbed some fleece. I'm actually taking a break from cutting the fleece. I'm doing an 8 piece set, I think it'll be adorable!

I'm in a fairly good mood right now, which is polar opposite of how I was earlier. My aunt's dog, Max, DESTROYED 15 of 20 flat rate packages that were just dropped off today. It doesn't get much worse than that, right? WRONG! Omg, that stupid, moronic dog also got the TWO things that I've wanted more than anything in the longest time... The Walking Dead comics that I just ordered. While they're not destroyed, they're in pretty bad shape and I'm completely pissed off.

I'm planing on selling them and hopefully buying some new ones.

Well now I'm in a pissed off mood again. I really need to get back to cutting. I want to make sure it's done tonight so that I can sew it tomorrow. But for now I need coffee... Oh, and to finish cutting.

Love & Peace

-Megan

Pictures from today:

LaVaughn's gorgeous cherry chip cake.



Some random landscape pictures of the yard:







Me and the cats:


Yes, Bart was lying on my back... sleeping.

Jasper was in front of me... rolling.



Lighting up the cake:




So pretty!

Here's the owl fleece we got today.

Here are The Walking Dead comics that I got today:



Look at that.

Destroyed!

Ugh.

Pip enjoying some mealies. He gets, on average, 10-15 mealies a day to help him put on weight.

Plus he's on antibiotics. This is also a cute picture of Sadie.

I love this hate, I hate that I didn't buy it. This picture also made me realize I needed something for dark circles. I have them and they're terrible.

Here are my new items. Dark circle eraser and some new Baby Lips!